Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Review | Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern Review - with Audiobook Notes

Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern
Published by HarperTeen
Publish Date: March 20, 2012
343 Pages
Source: Book - Library, Audiobook - Library
Find it here:  Goodreads / Amazon / B&N


John Green's The Fault in Our Stars meets Rainbow Rowell's Eleanor & Park in this beautifully written, incredibly honest, and emotionally poignant novel. Cammie McGovern's insightful young adult debut is a heartfelt and heartbreaking story about how we can all feel lost until we find someone who loves us because of our faults, not in spite of them.

Born with cerebral palsy, Amy can't walk without a walker, talk without a voice box, or even fully control her facial expressions. Plagued by obsessive-compulsive disorder, Matthew is consumed with repeated thoughts, neurotic rituals, and crippling fear. Both in desperate need of someone to help them reach out to the world, Amy and Matthew are more alike than either ever realized.


When Amy decides to hire student aides to help her in her senior year at Coral Hills High School, these two teens are thrust into each other's lives. As they begin to spend time with each other, what started as a blossoming friendship eventually grows into something neither expected. (Goodreads) 


Say What You Will 
by Cammie McGovern 

My Thoughts:  I have wanted to read this book since I first saw the cover, back before this book was officially published. THAT BEING SAID, I never read the summary for this book until just now, as I began to put this blog post together. You know, sometimes I think I really need to stop doing that because in this case I wasn't prepared for what I was about to read when I began this book.  

Say What You Will is the story of two people that are paired through an unusual circumstance and overcome some really tough odds to become friends. And then there is love. Now, that is a super-simple sentence or two for what happens because as I read along (not knowing what to expect, remember?), MAN THE HITS JUST KEPT COMING. It was like real life, I guess. But wow, I guess I didn't know what to expect. 

No spoilers here, but this book is about overcoming odds. 

Amy is an incredibly smart high school student that meets and befriends Matthew when she hires teen helpers at the end of her high school career. Amy has a very bright future; her family has money and she has options for college. BUT she has no friends, no peer relationships, none of the social experiences that teens usually have at her age. Matthew is in many ways the opposite of Amy - he is pretty much controlled by his OCD. Like, every part of his life is affected by his OCD. Amy's character constantly astounds me and also frustrates me here and there, but Matthew's character is the one that I felt more invested in. I liked them both. 

Their relationship progressed into a friendship that became a crush. Before long, they each loved one another but doggone it, they had THE HARDEST TIME telling one another -- just like with "regular" couples. Okay, see, this is where the book was interesting. Their relationship was as much like a "regular" couple as it could possibly be. There was crushing in secret and jealousy and insecurity and OH THE WANTING. But they just had these huge, massive issues to deal with that made everything much harder for them than for "regular" people. 

I can't say that this book is emotionally manipulative because I really do not think that it is, and I completely dislike the comparisons to this book or this book for various reasons. But what I DO feel is that Say What You Will really challenged me. I found myself becoming frustrated with Amy's character at times here and there because of things she would say or think, and I had to take a step back and clear my head for a second. Amy is a great character - I have no way to measure myself against someone with issues like hers! So when I found myself getting frustrated at her jealousy or insecurity...I really tried to squash that immediately. (And it happened several times because that's how Amy is for a time - jealous and insecure.) In this way, I love that Amy challenged me as a READER. And I'm glad I worked through these feelings I had about Amy's immature thoughts because she really progressed as a character because of some pretty HUGE things that happen with her in the story. I think finally having some friends later in her high school career was pivotal for Amy to mature socially, and while she still has work to do at the end of the book, the story leaves both Amy and Matthew in a really great place. 

This isn't an easy, breezy story, but it is a good one. This is the kind of stuff that I can imagine really happens out there in life somewhere. I appreciate the opportunity to get into the heads of these characters with lives that are so unlike mine. I LOVE when characters work hard to try to change for the better and even with all that life throws these two, that is what they do. The romance is a little awkward, but their lives together are a little awkward, I think. I recommend Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern to readers that enjoy YA/NA contemporary/realistic fiction with romance. I also recommend this book to readers that enjoy reading about diverse characters and characters with disabilities/mental issues. I don't know that every single reader will connect with this story. I don't really think that this story is 'reread status' for me, but I will absolutely recommend it to reading friends that I think will enjoy it, and I'm glad that I read it. 

Audiobook Notes:  The audiobook format of Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern is published by HarperAudio and is 9 hours and 2 minutes, Unabridged. It is narrated by Rebecca Lowman who is a great narrator for this book. I actually really loved listening to this audiobook while following along with a print copy because I was able to SEE how the print copy differentiated Amy's speech via the speaking device while also listening to Ms. Lowman's great delivery of Amy's character's lines. I would easily recommend this audiobook for first-reads or for rereads.  

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Say What You Will will appeal to fans of:

YA Contemporary with Romance
Diversity, Disabilities
(*I* would ALSO call this YA/New Adult because part of the book takes place as the characters are college-aged and living on their own.) 

Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern
is currently available for purchase.

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9 comments:

  1. Love your thoughtful review, Asheley. I read this one first and later picked up the audio for a re-read, as you suggest! I like what you say about this book challenging you. I felt that too, particularly with Amy's story. (I could have done without some of the drama towards the end though!)

    So interesting that you compared the print/audio experience as you went! I can't remember how the book differentiated Amy's speech or if that was the case in the e-arc. Lowman is a good narrator though I do end up increasing the reading speed more often than not.

    Would love to see more diverse books like this one for sure!

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    1. I agree - the end of the book was a little unnecessary in the drama department.

      The hardcover that I checked out from the library used allcaps to show when Amy was using her device to speak for her! In the audiobook, as you may remember, the earlier device had a more robotic sound but when Amy got a little older, she was able to purchase a more sophisticated machine with a feminine-sounding voice. This was when the reader sounded like any normal young girl - the hardcover book continued to use allcaps throughout the story.

      I think this is one of the neatest things about always using print/ebook + audio simunltaneously - I remember a couple of instances in which there were differences that were really cool, but I only knew about them because I read both formats at once. (:

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  2. I'll admit this is a new one to me, but your review piqued my interest. I'll definitely be taking a closer look when I get my next Audible credits!

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    1. That sounds great, Michelle! I enjoyed this audiobook and was glad that I chose to listen for my first time reading this book! I hope you enjoy it. (:

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  3. I started this one and put it down. (Perhaps because I was worried it was just a readalike of those other comparison books.)

    Then, after reading a friend's review, I picked it back up and found a lot to like about it. Like Readingdate, (above) I thought that one sort of melodramatic plot element near the end came completely out of nowhere and sort of took the book off course. But overall, I thought this story had a lot to offer!

    Jen @ YA Romantics

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    1. Yes, I agree that this book has a lot to offer. I think I kept waiting, waiting, waiting for something to happen to make me feel like I didn't like the story (comparisons make me so antsy!) but it never really happened. I enjoyed it more than I thought that I would. The ending WAS a little wonky and I could have done without parts of it, but overall I would recommend this one easily. So glad I picked it up.

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  4. Great review! I've been seeing this one and keep wanting to read it, despite not knowing what it's about. Now that I know - thanks to your review! - I feel like I still want to read it but would feel a little worried reading it? Like it might pull at my heart strings a little too much? But maybe not! It sounds like it's a good realistic story and that's what I like! Will have to make it a point to get this one soon!

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    1. You know, I never really felt that super-strong PULL on my heartstrings. I was waiting for it and worried about it, but I was more fascinated by the story and how these two young people lived and coped with their lives than anything else. I have seen reviewers mention becoming emotional and that is possible, I suppose - there are a few pretty intense things that happen...but I just never felt as emotional as I did when I read TFIOS (which this book is compared to).

      That being said, I did spend some time "challenged by" and frustrated with Amy's behaviors so that may be why I was less emotionally invested in her story than some others, but in the end, I just didn't feel the urge to cry or anything like that. I liked this book and even though there is some heavy stuff in here, it's so cool to read about how these two very different young people deal with a life that is totally different than my own. I think you should give it a shot! You may like it!

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  5. Hmmm. Some of this is appealing. But I think the long time period and melodrama would be too much for me. As much as these characters' behavior, could be truth, I think I have a lower tolerance sometimes and it would get to me. But I'm glad you and others have found so much to enjoy about this one. Thoughtful review.

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